SPEND SOME TIME ALONE

     it's time.

decenter everything else.

your focus should only be you;

what it is you want, your future, your hobbies, etc.

fr, i want you to ask yourself: 

what brings you enjoyment that does not involve other people?

are you comfortable sitting with yourself or do you constantly need a distraction from your mind?

it's time to stop running from yourself babe.

what makes you happy? sad? scared? insecure? confident?

what do you envision for your future self? 

who are you when no one is around? 

do you like who you are when it's just you...or do you prefer the facade you portray with others around?

release those feelings of guilt, anger, or embarrassment that are hindering your growth. 

forgive yourself for all the mistakes you made in the past and let that shit go.

detach and move on.

learn the lesson, seek forgiveness, and enact the changes you know you need to evolve into the person you want to become. 

it all starts with you and the relationship you have with yourself. everything else is simply a reflection of this, i promise you it is. 

use this period of isolation to create, reflect, and discover who it is you are proud to be. you are so capable of being that version of yourself, you just have to be intentional in doing so. you need to remind yourself that it is possible and quit getting in your own way. self sabotage will destroy you and any potential you have if you let it. knock that shit off. if anyone should believe in you, IT'S YOU. stop relying on others to see your greatness or validate you and the choices you make. look how far that's gotten you...if it worked you wouldn't resonate with this post as much as you do now would you babe? 

breathe; spend some time alone to center and prioritize yourself. your time is now.